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(Friday, September 23, 2005-)
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opps.. sorry.. so long then update.. this few days been studying and preparing for my poly exams.. dun think can make it.. quite hard bahx.. sad is all i can say.. part is blame on me laziness.. hahax.. but.. hiash.. see how long..
today went out with my friends.. hahax.. today so happy.. last paper le.. then go out with poly friends to play lan like so call to celebrate like that.. spent 7.50 on the games.. so ex.. then later went my friend house.. cox later going to watch movie mahx.. free de.. quite nice.. hahax.. then later feel like going compass to see if i got the fate to see her or not.. cox i somehow have a feeling inside of me that she will be at compass.. and so i went and i happen to saw her.. inside of me was quite happy cox its been very long since i saw her le.. but sadly she neber say hi to me.. so its ok bahx.. she tell me she was in a bad mood. hope nth much happen to her.. only can wish for her to be happy.. yupx...
ermx.. recently.. alot of ppl had ask me to give up her.. even her herself also say the same things.. but this is my decision.. she is not suffering.. she is happy that she now is xin fu. i dun mind being sad.. being lonely.. or even suffer.. so what? if all my hurts and pain can be exchange for her happiness.. why not? to love a person does not mean that i need to be with her or to be even to be her stead so i can call love her right? all i just can do is to see her happy.. happy with everything she is doing.. i am contented le..
please do not worry for me much.. today been a long day.. time for a good rest.. take care lots ok? hahax.. whoever you are who always read my blogs.. thanks!!
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