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(Thursday, January 26, 2006-)
+1/26/2006 11:05:00 PM]*
# pain-
sadx.. pain.. hurtx.. ish all these the only emotions that i feel now.. hiash.. very sad.. dun noe thinking of what thing.. only noe ish sad sad sad and more sad.. so.. what to do.. be sad? also not so sure..
actually me ish nth wrong le.. ish ok le.. but suddenly.. just one day turn into a moodless person again.. and why.. maybe because of the sight of seeing ppl dating makes me remind of my past with my ex and someone feel like having a girlfriend too bahx.. but then when i think some more.. ish that possible? is it just u wan a girlfriend u will get one? maybe if u are the most handsome guy that of cox they wan u.. but me.. dun think they even notice me when i walk pass them bahx.. also not sure..
some more.. think maybe i now start to understand more about love.. maybe only.. i maybe wrong.. so please do correct me if i am wrong.. cox i often tell myself to really understand the girl fully 1st then can stead with her.. but too think of that.. will that girl accept u? maybe the girl already thought of u as a friend and not someone who she can love.. so.. really.. love ish indeed a strange thing.. so i also dun noe much either.. maybe love ish when both parties feel that when they 1st meet they happen to just "click" with each other and that may spring into a relationship.. all those who are friends for quite sometime want to be couple i dun think that ish possible bahx.. it may happen but in some cases.. very rare i think.. i also not sure..
just hope that maybe my moodswing will gone one day.. why am i like that.. just a few reasons.. love, me, family, relationships.. all these bahx.. i also not sure.. just now only have one thing in mind.. still looking for that girl.. or should i say.. waiting for her.. miss u.. where are u.. can u now fast come to me and mend my broken and shattered heart.. please do come when u could.. miss u lots.. really..
i love you..
i really wish i could..
augustine ends here..
trying to be happy..
dun be sad..
dun think so much..
ending..
me..
love
love me
really do love me
love augustine me..
the story ends like this;
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(Sunday, January 15, 2006-)
+1/15/2006 09:01:00 PM]*
# moodless day..-
well, today come from early in the morning at 8.. cox ytd night went to work.. work as what? lol.. helping to teardown the indorr stadium things lo.. cox ytd was sun yan zi concert mahx.. then after the performance.. ish my cousin intro me de.. so me and him and two of our friends went to work lo.. its was quite a experience bahx.. moving those heavy equipments.. shifting here and there.. coiling wires.. lol.. was very tired.. but i should say sth that it is a fun job to do.. although will feel tired but still very satisfied with myself.. lol.. when reach home le faster go bathe and then go slp le.. cox very tired both physically and mentally.. but slp till 2 wake up lo.. cox me ish like that de.. when morning will slp but a while then wake up.. but if slp from night.. wah.. song lioax.. can slp till next morning.. so can say i was quite tired.. then went to meet up with my friends and we go play basketball.. so long neber play le.. finally have such a good weather.. no rain and not too sunny.. enjoy myself lots.. so now at home le.. but had to say was feeling moody.. maybe ish because of not enuff slp or maybe think too much.. also not so sure bahx.. now online ish playing game time lo..
yes, its you.. the one i waited for all of my life.. hoping for one day u will realise how much love i had for you.. dun be surprise.. dun be scare of me.. me will not hurt you.. cox i love you too much that i dun wish to hurt you.. not even a single wrong will i do and break the trust u had in me.. for the only happiness i want ish to see u happy.. thats all.. please dun be sad when u did not accomplish sth.. please try to be happy cox i am always here foreva.. will not leave you.. once i am with you.. its foreva.. u have to trust and believe in me.. no one will block our way.. we will keep on walking together.. till we have completed our journey of the love walk.. hand in hand.. heart to heart.. let us move forward looking forward to each new day cox we both know that ish a wonderful new begining for us.. there will neber be ending.. no words like the end will appear in our story.. cox it is foreva long.. in my heart.. i have you.. and i hope in your heart.. there ish a me.. i love you..
ending..
augustine..
love
me..
zZz...
the story ends like this;
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(Friday, January 13, 2006-)
+1/13/2006 10:05:00 AM]*
# me..-
wah.. this few days keep on raining so i slp without the air con.. lol.. can save electricity mahx.. hahax.. but hor.. today i wake up with the sun light in my eyes arx.. slp till so shiok then the sun appear.. hmm.. wait a minute.. did i say sun?? oh man.. have sun le.. yesh.. hahax.. no more rainy nights lo.. can finally play basketball lioax.. hope this sun will continue on and on.. lol.. cox i dun wan rain.. raining spoils my mood.. cox cannot do anything.. except staying indoors and more indoors.. lol.. hahax.. which ish totally not fun..
ytd was my last common test paper.. have lots of fun have the paper.. ya.. now so call can relieve a while.. wait for the test results lioax.. lol.. hope can pass.. but only some no confidence nia.. opps.. cannot let my parents see this.. if they see i will die.. lol..
hmm.. me tot of hor.. staying outside in a rented house with my friends lehx.. but come to think of it.. i will need a part time job.. no com to use.. must go lan shop de.. lol.. then must cook myself or eat out.. wah.. independent life.. am i ready for it? lol.. or shall i wait till i have completed my ns then move.. hmm.. thinking..
i hope to be the perfect guy u been looking for all this while.. but i noe that my standard is not up to yours but i will try to change it so that u will see the difference in me.. all i ask ish ur love.. and nothing more le.. my only hope ish to see u happy can le.. i dun wish that u will forget me even though one day if we break up.. cox i hope that what i did for u.. u will see the goodness and appreciate what i had done for you.. in my heart i only have you.. and no one else.. if there ish a chance to repeat time, i will repeat it to the 1st day i met you cox that ish the part that i treasure the most.. with all the love from my heart.. i had to tell u this.. i love you deeply.. lots..
augustine ending here bahx..
just another sentence for fun..
lol..
ending..
me..
augustine..
the story ends like this;
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(Wednesday, January 11, 2006-)
+1/11/2006 01:15:00 PM]*
# booo..-
heys..
today was kind of bad for me.. toopid me la.. wake up late for sch.. then got test at 8am and guess what.. i wake up at 8am.. and now still at home.. skip the test.. now 30% of my this module ish gone lo..
then somehow keep blaming myself.. think and think till i think about love things.. really toopid me lehx.. i can think till if i have a stead there for me.. she will call me to wake up.. so i will not be late.. then try to control me like that.. dun slp late or what thing.. cox most of the time i play till no time limit de mahx.. then some more my parents everytime call me slp early but i tend not to listen to them..
then think and think, think till the past.. but luckily.. i reminded myself that now ish the present.. the past will not repeat itself.. i have told myself alot of times that me and my ex can only be friends.. not close friends.. not stead.. but only friends.. and that ish already good for me le.. and i appreaciate it lots..
lata maybe go out find my best buddy.. pei her walk walk.. and i also wan so shan shan xin.. lol..
in my heart.. i only love you.. no one else le.. all those things we done together had been kept in a secret place in my heart.. no one will know cox its lock.. but the only person who can unlock it ish you cox u have the key to unlock my heart.. love me more.. love me till the lock inside open up and let the warmth of my love cover you.. thru love we grow together.. both in mind, body and soul.. me loves you.. yes i do..
lol.. another meaningless sentence made up by me.. lame right? lol
ended
augustine
love
love me
love augustine me..
*bleahx*
will you love me too?
the story ends like this;
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(Tuesday, January 10, 2006-)
+1/10/2006 12:06:00 AM]*
# love-
now me have nth to do so come update a while bahx..
hmm..
this whole week got test arx.. some more dun noe how do lehx.. only noe some.. very sianx lo.. hiash.. toopid lehx.. dun wan test le la.. arx..
recently been doing nth much too.. just wan my friends around me to be happy can lo.. cox nowadays ish raining so u guys must really take care and prevent from getting cold worx.. remember arx!!!
i begining to love you.. yes u are the one.. hope i can bring joy and laughter into your life.. being the only sunlight in your life.. using my warm to keep u warm when u are cold.. brighten up all the dark areas so u will not get lose.. guide u along the way with each step.. using my light and dry ur tears away when u sad.. so that u will know that me ish always here for u.. really.. ish true worx.. i love you..
hmm.. dunch get mistaken..
i just feel like writing this down only.. hahax.. really worx.. trust me..
ending and signing off..
me..
the story ends like this;
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(Wednesday, January 04, 2006-)
+1/04/2006 09:48:00 PM]*
# ello.-
today nth much happen to me.. lol.. only play and play.. but common test coming le.. cannot play so much.. need to study hard.. oh gosh..
my heart seems to be missing sth.. something really feels wrong.. ish it missing of love.. oh.. someone help me mend me heart!! lol..
love love love..
what ish it all about.. lol..
must studying hard lo.. no more playing..
good luck!!..
lol
augustine end here..
what ish love arx?
someone tell me?
...
the story ends like this;
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(Tuesday, January 03, 2006-)
+1/03/2006 09:59:00 PM]*
# me ish bac lo-
opps.. very long neber update lo..really ish very very very long.. lol.. so now me ish bac le bahx.. 1st of all.. need to say a big merry christmas and happy new year to everyone bahx.. lol.. and also really sorry worx.. so long neber update..
well.. cox ish i everyday come online and play and play and neber come update.. but during this few weeks.. me had gone thru alot of things worx.. really.. me ish no longer sad le.. but kind of happy anyway..
after the malaysia trip.. me met a lot of ppl.. make some more friends.. lol.. the camp itself is also quite fun too.. i had to admit that.. lol.. ya.. then also went out with my friends..
celebrate birthdays.. go out during the countdown thingy.. drink beer.. wahx.. really ish alot worx.. me also learnt alot of things bahx.. lol..
me promise that i will not be like the old me lo.. no more sad but only happy.. ya.. sadness now should be all gone inside of me le bahx.. even though sometimes i will like a bit sad.. but dun worry.. lol.. me ish really ok de..
hahax.. if u all out there are thinking if i like anyone or what.. i can tell u directly ish no one bahx.. i dun think i will be going out to look for girls to love.. lol.. maybe i wait for someone to approach me.. hahax.. but hor.. the possibility of someone approaching me and say she like me ish like totally impossible.. lol..
in my heart.. i noe what ish love.. and i know what am i suppose to do.. love has become my friend once more.. lol.. no more stranger.. no more sadness..
me ish me..
love
love me
augustine..
love augustine me..
a boy here sitting and waiting..
lol..
btw..
i love u..
YOU worx..
lol
=)
*bleahx*
the story ends like this;
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