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(Tuesday, December 06, 2005-)
+12/06/2005 08:52:00 PM]*
# yeah-
only left two more days to the malaysia trip lo.. been looking forward to it worx.. lol.. hahax.. finally reaching soon.. but hor.. me still dun noe what to pack.. hahax.. or think ish lazy bahx.. heex.. lol.. ya.. must go there and enjoy myself.. really i must..
hope that i am not thinking too much worx.. cox now there are alot of things that i am thinking.. some or good some or bad.. hope those good one can come true.. but those bad ones i really really do not wish that it ish true..
well, i am not going to say it here as this things are quite private bahx.. or not if i say someone might not be happy and put something in my tag box there again.. so this time i will not say much..
this morning wake up late.. go sch miss two lesson.. but still overall ok bahx.. only noe very tired nia.. recently very tired.. not enuff slp bahx.. thinking of going to cut my hair soon worx.. lol.. not cut but at least trim thinner.. cox my hair ish very thick.. hahax.. lol.. yupx..
hmm.. there ish one thing i need to say bahx.. now i guess some of my friends noe that i now like a girl right? think i say it clearly here 1st bahx.. ya.. i do admit i have some feelings for her.. you know? hao gan.. and after much tot.. being friends with her ish already happy enuff for me.. just hope she will not forget me this friend can le bahx.. i like her as a friend.. and not planning to go over than a friend le bahx.. yupx.. thats all i have to say le..
love has indeed taken me up into another level.. will i be able to pass it? lol.. see how..
hahax..
love
love me
love augustine me..
going bac to the single life...
hahax..
ya..
teacher,
still be my friend ok?
scare u leave me and dun be my friend le worx..
thankx..
be my friend..
best of the best..
heex..
too all of ya..
take care and see ya soon!!
lol
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(Sunday, December 04, 2005-)
+12/04/2005 09:23:00 PM]*
# going to camp lo-
in 1 more weeks time will be the time i go for the malaysia trip camp thingy bahx.. now have not pack yet.. cox still thinking of what to bring... lol.. or maybe lazy to pack bahx.. hahax.. lol.. ya.. hmm..
think ish time to get the love thing out of my mind lo.. cox it looks like whenever i think about it.. i some how tend to go overboard and dun noe what am i going to type or write or say bahx.. ya.. so thats it..
now too early online le.. dun noe what to do.. wait for friends to online so can play game lo.. lol.. ya..
hope that in the future, there maybe some more surprises ahead of me.. for me to discover and see.. lol.. regarding my previous post.. think was kind of too much of me.. again.. i apologise..
love
love me
love augustine me..
see ya..
=)
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(Saturday, December 03, 2005-)
+12/03/2005 10:25:00 PM]*
# sad augustine me-
no words could describe the way i am feeling now.. but what i can say.. ish only maybe one or two words.. sad bahx.. two words.. hurts and sadx.. recently i did not have enuff slp.. in the end causing me to be quite weak.. so often some nights i would be giddy or what.. but still, i can tahan.. ya.. hmm.. me also often easily moodswing nowadays.. dun noe whats wrong.. is it because i think too much? or ish it just that sth ish not right? i also dun noe..
love.. maybe me ish not suitable for love.. i should stop loving her le.. or maybe stop like her.. be alone.. go thru the lonely process.. anyway i had done and gone thru and some how know the feeling of loneliness so think will be able to withstand that type of hurts and pain bahx.. given up.. given up on hope.. and on love.. with my life.. everything..
feel so strange.. dun noe what ish my mind thinking now? only hope that ish happy can le.. i ask nth much.. just dun wan to be left out again.. dun wan to be alone.. not use to being alone.. hate it lots.. ever since i was left alone since my break up.. its been quite a hard experience for me to go thru.. and do not wan to go into that same way again.. hiash..
ish love really that hard? that pain? how come some ppl get to feel love in a different way than me? some are more fortunate? some have understanding stead.. but me dun have such luck.. ish it because that i am not good enuff?
here lies a guy that would not be care or love by anyone.. not important to anyone.. only ish a person who helps and try to give joy into ppl life.. hope at least i did my part in bringing some joy or happiness in their life bahx.. thats all i can say..
here..
ending..
sad.
not love..
sad
sad me
sad augustine me..
will the love cupid thingy shoot an arrow at me? so that i can feel again.. what ish love..
*thinking*
from the 1st day i meet you.. i did not know that things will turn out this way.. if given a chance to change.. i would only change the time and hope for that day to never end so that i can be with you longer and foreva.. but that ish only in that fantasy world.. not true in the realistic world.. augustine gone.. ------
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