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(Monday, July 17, 2006-)
+7/17/2006 09:19:00 PM]*
# i am fine..-
Hey.. long time no update le.. tell u guys what.. i had not been sad at all.. guess after i had made all my feelings right.. i am much more a happier person.. although deep down inside myself.. i want to love her.. i want her to love me.. i want to spend all of my time avaible with her.. but i think this is the right choice that i tell myself to stop loving her.. at least this way she will be more happier.. and of cox when i love her i wan her to be happy..
u must take care ok? dunch always moodswing.. anything can come find me.. i will sure help u till the end.. no matter whats ur problem or what u are suffering.. just look for me.. i will try my best to make u laugh.. or maybe try to make u smile at least.. i wan u to have a feeling that whenever u are with me.. i will always feel safe and happy.. i dunch wish u to feel stress whenever i am with u.. dunch worry.. i have made my feelings clear.. u must take care..
love.. yupx.. i been thinking about it too.. i wish to love.. i hope to love.. but just cannot seem to find it.. or maybe its been looking for my as much i am looking for it.. well.. who knows.. and thkx my friends.. for they told me the same thing.. if u wan.. u can look for it de.. u can sure find love.. i agree with them.. i kinda of lazy to go find or try to make more new friends.. but after much thinking.. i might be able to find love.. but just is it true love? i dunch quite know.. or maybe i dunch have the things girls look into a guy for bahx..
i envy alot of ppl.. ppl who can love and be love.. always so tian mi mi everytime.. i had experience it once.. and only once.. that was really very romantic feeling.. i cherish it and treasure it so much.. and i only had loved one person so much.. sometimes there are some who had the chance to be love.. but they did not accept the person although they felt that they too had feelings.. come to think of it.. it ish really hard to make a decision though..
love really bring alots of lessons learnt.. some went thru good experiences while some had bad.. i once think if there was no such thing call love in this world.. would we all survive? love makes u happy when being able to find someone who u truely love.. and can be loved.. but if cannot find it.. one have to suffer to love that person.. its kind of weird though.. but i learnt alot from it..
i am now really quite happy with what i have now.. but i hope i can love again.. i want to experience the way of being love and love someone.. lol.. sounds kinda stupid though.. i must agree.. where got ppl so desperate till like that de.. hahax.. but just a sudden rush inside of me to write this out.. maybe someone out there ish waiting? or am i waiting for someone?
treasure all ur loved once if possible.. every relationship is quite precious.. cox once its lost, its very hard to get it back.. treasure that person.. trust that person.. cox in the end that person might be the one u been waiting all ur life for.. who knows.. love can make ppl happy.. and can make ppl sad.. but still there are alot of pp loving one another.. whenever a fight broke up between a couple.. dunch say say then break up cox like after every rain.. there will be rainbow which ish colourful and joyous.. so after after fight or quarrel.. take that chance and talk.. sort out each others differences.. and then.. the love between each other will be more stronger..
lol..
love
love me
love augustine me
will u?
the story ends like this;
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