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(Tuesday, September 13, 2005-)
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arx.. yesterday forget to update.. hahax.. so now write yesterday and today de.. well.. yesterday nothing much happen bahx.. whole day was at home watching tv, playing dota, surfing internet, eat, sleep.. hahax.. sounds like a pig horx.. hahax.. but i am not worx.. hahax.. just kidding..
then today go out to school to study.. but in the end never study much lahx.. study half way so sian then go find my friend lo.. then go eat play game.. then later go home.. so this two days very sianx. but tonight got shooting stars.. hahax.. can watch le.. yesh!! whole house to myself.. muahahax.. heex..
was thinking about her too.. wondering how is she.. i find that i am bluffing myself alot.. always telling ppl i want to forget her.. even she also wan me to forget her.. but i just cannot.. i am sorry for bluffing u all.. it is just so hard for me to forget her.. in my heart.. i still wan to be with her.. she told me that when she was with me, she was not the real her.. she had to be someone else just for me.. but i dun wish her to do that.. all i wan her is to be happy.. thats more important.. all married couples or dating couples wish for each other to be happy right? thats what i am doing.. but.. am i right? i am worried for her.. about her health.. her studies.. but i know i cannot do anything.. all i can do.. is just to wait for her.. i find that i learnt to appreciate you more now than before.. in the past, with you around, i often did not do my part as a stead.. and end up making u angry and sad.. so sorry to do that.. now that u have left.. i regreted my actions, my wrong-doings.. but it is too late.. but i choose to believe that u can come back to me.. will u? i promise i willl not hurt you.. really.. i will be the best ever stead that u always wanted.. at least, i'll try..
maybe this is my life.. i need to continue walking.. i believe that everything happen for a reason.. but what is the reason that she dun love me anymore.. i still not sure.. but i am determine to find out..
last but not least, everyout there.. stay happy worx.. thanks for being my friends.. you guys rockx.. hahax..
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