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(Thursday, September 15, 2005-)
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# ~today~-
Well, today was quite ok bahx.. nothing much happen to me.. again, whole day stay at home.. wan to study for tml exam.. hahax.. so later will be studying thru the whole night lo.. meet someone new thru friendster.. very happy to meet her.. hahax.. all i can say is have great fun toking to her and so.. yupx.. hahax.. then when downstair play bball a while.. then my ex call.. was surprised she call.. so faster call bac lo.. then happen to say about her friend thing bahx.. haix.. i write meaningful things to my ex.. then one of her friend that she dun like go copy and paste all i written into her profile.. but i really write those meaningful thing myself de.. sometimes when the feeling comes, i can write alot alot alot worx.. hahax.. overall was a happy day bahx..
today go friendster, saw my ex account and picture.. she now looks so cute and pretty le.. feel like going to her and give her a hug and take good care of her.. was happy for her that she is going out with her friends le.. in the past, most of her friends somehow leave her alone.. then she very sad.. so i was always there for her.. thats why our relationship will so strong.. we are always together.. but sadly, after i started working with my father.. then i did not have that time to pei her.. so she was back with her friends.. and happily.. they get along le.. i was happy for her.. but sadly.. i let her go.. although i admit i dun wan to let her go.. i wan to love her.. i wan to show my care, my concern.. my everything for her.. but.. i.. just cannot do it anymore.. i dun her to suffer with me.. i dun wan her to be in pain.. i know that maybe this breakup, she may find someone better than me.. but in my heart.. i still wan to be with her.. will she ever return to me.. i really hope so.. now seeing the pictures, knowing that she and her friends are happily getting along very well, i am very happy.. and i hope that i can share this joy with her some how.. i really do..
the words that came out of her mouth, "we will patch back one day, but not now" is always in my heart.. i start to understand it le.. maybe now is not the time for us to be together.. maybe in her heart she really love me.. but due to something that she is not happy about she leave me, and so i will change.. i now know my mistake, my wrong, what i had done to make her treat me like this e.. so now the only thing i can do is wait for her.. and hope and pray that it may come true..
to her, in this world, i may neber ever find someone who is just like you.. you know that u are the one my heart wan to be with.. i had lost my chance to give u love.. but had change thru love, change just for u.. and hope u can give me that chance.. i neber ever lose it anymore.. i love you..
love
love-me
love-augustine-me
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