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(Monday, September 19, 2005-)
+9/19/2005 02:44:00 AM]*

# totally sad case-

thankx guys.. i know u all wan me good.. want me happy.. but the problem is i still cannot let it go.. i dun wan to.. i wan be with her only.. i not sure why my heart feels that way but this is way i wan to be.. hiash.. confused and hurtx..

today been a sad day.. just finish my game of warcraft with my friends.. hahax.. have some fun there.. tml exam le.. need to work hard.. now go orh orh.. wake up then continue..

amy.. so sorry to hurt u time and time again.. hiash.. me not purposely.. me is my heart dun know what to do.. there are times i feel like giving up but there are times that i dun.. i not sure why i like that.. but i really hope there is an answer i can know.. hiash.. been doing lots of foolish things..

arx.. augustine!! get a grip of yourself.. hiax.. dun wan say much bahx.. only one thing i can say.. my life now had become better le.. feels like my lucky star is shinning on me once again.. but there is something missing.. not some physically but is something emotionally.. i only wan her.. no one else.. can replace my heart or her..

she told me just now that me and her cannot be together anymore. cox she dun wan me anymore.. is it true? i not sure.. only can say maybe bahx.. but what can i do? no matter how long i will always wait for u de.. just like a story in a book.. if a guy can do that.. i sure i can too.. will post the story other time..

and stella.. opps.. sorry.. when u online in msn i was playing games.. did not notice ur msg in msn.. quite sad.. miss out and opportunity to chat with u.. hiash.. i dun think we can chat like last time le.. when it was only u and me and we are happily chatting away.. this few days or weeks or even months without you had let me think of the past again.. please dun blame urself.. its not ur fault.. i dun blame you.. i only happy when u are happy bahx.. take care lots..

in this world.. there was once augustine sim who live on it.. but sooner or later.. he might leave.. dun know thru what ways but somehow something will happen.. in this life.. the only one thing he regretted is not having to appreciate and hold on to his stead.. he regretted it deeply.. only now he can wait.. but how long.. no one knows.. been rather happy with other things.. now only thing missing is her.. hope she will come bac..

and also hope her stead can treat her better.. dun always leave her alone running here and there.. been worrying for her.. but no one knows.. i do anything just to see her happy.. but i cannot do anything for her to return to me.. only one thing i can do is wait..

augustine today is no more love..
but is still the same me..
only hurts and sadness and pain..
hurtx..
hurtx-me
hurtx-augustine-me
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the story ends like this;
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