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(Thursday, October 13, 2005-)
+10/13/2005 09:38:00 PM]*
# hiash..-
today again whole day stay at home.. so again nth much to say.. only can stay at home.. want to go out but.. no one mahx.. some more no where to go.. hiash.. also dun noe.. stay at home lo.. then some how was thinking of her..
how come love is so strange.. comes and go so fast.. when dun have stead.. was thinking of having a stead to care for and to be care.. but when have stead.. sometimes.. there is a certain feeling of wanting to be single again.. i really dun know how to explain.. me really miss her lots..
there is a certain part of me.. wanting to look for a stead again but was thinking.. am i prepared? am i ready? or.. i not sure.. love.. i love her.. she noes? i dun think so.. why is it this way.. why must i lose her.. how come she cannot care for me and love me the way like she use to before? i dun mind at all.. just wan ur love is enough.. isn't what i had done for her alot of things.. but she.. dun wan to say about the past..
forgets me.. hurts me..
GET OUT!!! FORGET ALL THIS THOUGHTS!!! ARX..
me.. must remember i am a new me.. cannot think.. cannot.. only can wait.. arx..
must be happy..
me..
augustine.. should i call her or not..
still thinking..
hiash..
the story ends like this;
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