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(Monday, October 17, 2005-)
+10/17/2005 10:48:00 PM]*
# hmm-
today my mother going overseas to do business.. hope she able to succeed.. what i worry.. is my brother.. hope he can really can control his own temper.. really lost and dun noe what to do.. woke up with a heavy heart.. but in the end.. told myself to get a grip of myself.. and also to make my parents happy.. this is what i as a son should do bahx.. look after my brother.. help my parents.. all these things i been doing so much.. and of cox.. i am happy with what i am doing.. although there are times i complain cox i cannot have those things that i want.. like having some times with her.. with friends.. doing my own things.. but was lucky to be able to enjoy lots of wonderful things.. i do believe in one thing.. do good things.. good deeds.. show honesty.. and will get rewarded.. with life.. we anything.. cox good luck will shine on me.. but when doing bad things.. things like stealing or what.. bad luck will rain on me.. and thats not i want to be.. for me.. i had tried before.. i did bad things.. hurting everyone.. and in the end.. i did not enjoy quite much.. lost my things.. injured myself.. but when i do good things.. it happen to me that i have a lot of wonderful things.. whatever i want.. it just happen the way just i wanted.. and i start to believe in this.. do good things.. will get rewards.. bad things.. luck will run away from u.. and.. now i learnt my lesson and only try to do good!! hoping that my luck will change.. and my only wish to come true.. is that she return by my side.. she told me it is impossible.. but.. i only can just hope bahx.. miss her lots..
what was more worse is that.. today while running thru my drawer.. i happen to found two photos of her.. when she was much younger.. how cute she was.. and happy.. and at that time.. our relationship level was very high.. nothing can seperate us apart.. we are always together no matter what.. but now.. looking at those pictures.. happy memories come into my mind.. but when i think i cannot enjoy those memories anymore.. somehow.. i feel a certain of sadness in me.. but.. knowing that me and her had once been together.. it is enough for me to be happy.. but wanting to spend my whole life with her is my goal.. my main aim.. just hope that it may come true bahx..
now i shall end here lo.. dun mistaken me.. i am not sad today.. i am happy.. i will try to be happy.. and also.. to her.. hope u had done well in ur exam.. really hope so.. and i know u have given all ur effort in your studies le.. okok.. take care now ok?
and also to those we read my blog.. also do take care.. take in lots of fluid whenever can and the main thing is to be happy everyday worx..
love
love me
love augustine me..
ending with a certain happiness and joy in my heart..
bye guys!
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