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(Saturday, October 29, 2005-)
+10/29/2005 07:25:00 PM]*
# me!!!-
recently been thinking about her again.. i do admit i still love her.. and i tot i can control that feeling.. but it is so hard.. i have dreams about her.. my wallet have pictures of the past.. my room brings back wonderful memories.. everything brings memories of us together.. it also had been a very long time since i go shopping.. i scare to have that feeling again.. hiash.. me love her so much does she noe?
i often envy other guys.. guys whose girlfriend give them second chances.. they have hurt the girl very deeply.. like two timing or what and their girlfriend still can give them a second chance and they be together again.. if it was me.. i will not two time.. i only wan to love her.. but for my case.. i did not two time.. but.. there was no chance for me.. not at all.. why? if she was to give me that chance.. i will treasure it very well.. my mistakes in the past.. i had change.. i learnt what should i not do and what i should do.. but it is no use anymore.. cox it is too late..
during our break up she told me she will patch with me de.. one day.. one day.. when is that day? i hope that day really comes.. cox i know what to do le.. the one thing i feel bad is those days when i hurt her.. like times when i should treasure and cherish her.. but i did not.. and now to think of it.. it makes me feels so guitly.. to think why i did for care for her.. but i only can hope now she is happy bahx..
me recently been spending my days and time like when i was in sec sch that time.. when i was single.. going out with friends.. play basketball all these.. but it is still no use.. today play ball half way.. my mind was thinking about her and no concentrating on my game.. whats wrong with me..
people around me are all very happy with their love life recently.. some patch back.. some are communitcating quite well with the girls they like.. while some even stead together le.. love is in the air for them.. but i dun ask much too.. it does not mean that i need to have a stead too.. at least.. i know that i am still waiting for my chance.. hope she give me that one chance to prove myself once more..
so thats it le.. sorry for not updating frequently bahx..
augustine was here..
love
love me
love augustine me
the story ends like this;
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