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(Wednesday, November 30, 2005-)
+11/30/2005 06:37:00 PM]*
# love?-
hiash.. what ish love to me now? i also dun noe.. hmm.. thinking bahx.. ish this the right time for me to fall in love and start a new relationship with someone or wait for my ex or stop the idea of falling in love again? i really do not know.. hate to be stuck like this.. do not like the feeling of it.. hmm.. help someone..
well.. honestly.. me had tot of starting a new relationship.. try to forget the past and start a new.. but ish it possible for her to know that i like her? or will she give me a chance? or? how man.. there are so many answers that i wan to know..
the past.. ya.. been thinking of my ex too.. wondering how she ish.. only know one thing that she had change much after we broke up le.. but now? i do not know.. i only hope i can be her friend.. cox i think i have no more chance for her to return by my side once more.. her impression of me must be very bad bahx.. actually i tot of calling or a send her a msg to ask her how ish she doing? cox i know her by her character ish that she tend to keep problems inside and dun say it out.. and causing her to moodswing sometimes bahx.. although she may look happy when with friends, but when alone.. hiash.. ya.. so i tot i can be that friend who help her with her problems.. dun noe when she will accept me once more.. *thinking*
scare the more i think the more white hair i grow.. the next time u all see me think ish i already old man le.. hair all white white.. ya..
love to me was once a stranger.. but after some time.. i start to understand love by a person that come into my life.. we share love together and grow in love with each every day.. after quite some time.. love started to run away from me again.. and i had lost my loving partner.. end up to be alone again looking for love.. and yet.. love had become a stranger again to me.. should i go back to find the love that i lost or should i wait for new love or find love? maybe one day i will have all the answers.. hope so.. i really do..
think i stop here.. dun be mistaken.. me ish not sad or what.. only just want to write what my heart feels inside of me.. ya.. thats all bahx.. go eat food lo..
take care all of u!!
love
love me
love augsutine me
i know i cannot be that perfect guy in ur heart that u always wanted me to be.. but i hope that my presence in ur life had some how teach for show u or maybe let u learn something new bahx..
the story ends like this;
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