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(Thursday, January 26, 2006-)
+1/26/2006 11:05:00 PM]*

# pain-

sadx.. pain.. hurtx.. ish all these the only emotions that i feel now.. hiash.. very sad.. dun noe thinking of what thing.. only noe ish sad sad sad and more sad.. so.. what to do.. be sad? also not so sure..

actually me ish nth wrong le.. ish ok le.. but suddenly.. just one day turn into a moodless person again.. and why.. maybe because of the sight of seeing ppl dating makes me remind of my past with my ex and someone feel like having a girlfriend too bahx.. but then when i think some more.. ish that possible? is it just u wan a girlfriend u will get one? maybe if u are the most handsome guy that of cox they wan u.. but me.. dun think they even notice me when i walk pass them bahx.. also not sure..

some more.. think maybe i now start to understand more about love.. maybe only.. i maybe wrong.. so please do correct me if i am wrong.. cox i often tell myself to really understand the girl fully 1st then can stead with her.. but too think of that.. will that girl accept u? maybe the girl already thought of u as a friend and not someone who she can love.. so.. really.. love ish indeed a strange thing.. so i also dun noe much either.. maybe love ish when both parties feel that when they 1st meet they happen to just "click" with each other and that may spring into a relationship.. all those who are friends for quite sometime want to be couple i dun think that ish possible bahx.. it may happen but in some cases.. very rare i think.. i also not sure..

just hope that maybe my moodswing will gone one day.. why am i like that.. just a few reasons.. love, me, family, relationships.. all these bahx.. i also not sure.. just now only have one thing in mind.. still looking for that girl.. or should i say.. waiting for her.. miss u.. where are u.. can u now fast come to me and mend my broken and shattered heart.. please do come when u could.. miss u lots.. really..

i love you..
i really wish i could..
augustine ends here..
trying to be happy..
dun be sad..
dun think so much..
ending..
me..
love
love me
really do love me
love augustine me..

the story ends like this;
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