euu typedd*:
blog
(Wednesday, May 24, 2006-)
+5/24/2006 11:38:00 PM]*
# hate myself..-
i hate myself for loving u.. i dun wan too.. but i just cannot.. looks like its the end of the road for me.. for what i done.. love ish indeed strange.. i hate it.. why.. why.. is it me? i sux.. i not a good person.. hiashx.. i should have guess it all along.. i am right.. but u just won't admit.. now the truth is out.. ya.. it hurts deep in the heart..
its no use what i do now.. i tried so many things to be with u.. make u happy.. but u dun seem to appreciate a single thing i did for u.. did u had already taken me for advantage? just because i pay for ur thing.. thats why u come find me? i can provide ciggy.. then why u come find me? is this the truth.. hiashx.. it hurts lots.. to know that i did so many things for u.. but none come back in return.. not even a thank you.. hiashx.. all he done was talk to u and u stick to him like glue.. he change.. what about me.. i change too..
no matter what i can neber win others.. in ur eyes.. i really i useless guy.. am i? or maybe not to u only.. maybe to everyone.. thats why no one will like me.. i just dun get it.. i really dun.. i hate it.. i hate my life.. i hate everything.. i even hate myself.. hiashx.. i really dun know what to do..
since u start to like him then go ahead.. i have nth to say.. i even tot of suggesting maybe its time u forget me again.. i be alone from now onwards.. no where to go.. no one to pei.. i will do that..
the story ends like this;
________________________________________________________________________________
