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(Sunday, May 14, 2006-)
+5/14/2006 10:11:00 PM]*
# the truth..-
heys.. got to know the truth le bahx.. think we be best friends ish the best.. at least friends can last longer than stead bahx.. maybe that ish true.. i trying to think positive thoughts.. no negative things will appear or go thru my mind.. cox i will make my mindset very clear..
come to think of it.. i remember once when i am with her.. we quarrel and then were toking on the phone.. suddenly.. both of us were crying like siaox.. cox it ish really very hurtful.. scolding and saying each other.. finally when we calm down.. i tell her that we break.. be friends.. best of friends.. cox friends will not feel so hurtful.. friends will last longer than stead.. but we remain loyal and dun stead with other ppl till we are old enough and we can be together again.. and that time.. she cry and told me she did not wan like that.. she dun wan to break.. at that point.. my heart crack right in the middle.. and we still remain together..
so i guess.. if this is what i wanted at that time.. i should stick to it right now.. cox this is what we are going thru together except for being loyal to each other.. both of us have this freedom and right to find another person to love again.. so i should not feel so sad and down.. and make a stupid wrong thing that will cause me and her to be cannot be even friends..
this is my final decision..
but maybe we will patch back one day..
who knows..
hmmx..
today play ball.. play till so shiok.. lol.. neber had i play this way.. but with my leg still injured.. i guess i still got to rest and wait for it to heal completely till i can play well again bahx..
i know u have change but so am i.. but if friends is what u wan us to be i have no objection to that.. thanks for hearing me out that day.. appreciate what u have given me.. given me that chance again to be friends with u..
i love u..
love
love me
love augustine me..
endx..
the story ends like this;
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