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(Friday, May 19, 2006-)
+5/19/2006 11:23:00 PM]*
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Today nth much happen bahx.. went out.. play basketball but in the end play nth.. cox all like no mood.. then dun feel like playing.. then go eat sit down and talk talk..
while.. was actually having a good mood.. everything seems happy.. fine.. nth wrong.. till sth happen.. it ish not i cannot take a joke.. or what i dun have a sense of humour.. ish that what u say to be is quite hurting.. i dun know if u realise it but i really do hurt me.. let me tell u why.. imagine.. i been doing so many things for u ever since i met u.. pei u when u sad.. buy u things make u happy.. pay for this and that.. just to do anything to make u happy.. then all u say.. to me.. he ish better than me.. then i become to think.. i do so many cannot even be better than he just talking and chatting with u? so strange.. of cox will feel hurt de mahx.. if u put it in a nicer way.. then at least it will not hurt.. and now say i show attitude.. if u are me how would u feel.. i really dun understand..
hiash.. maybe in ur heart.. i really am not a good person.. i really dun know.. maybe i just some kind of person u are using now to keep u busy.. not so lonely.. some more can smoke also.. or what.. i really dun know what time of person am i in ur heart.. i really wish to know.. no matter what i do ish always leave a bad impression in ur heart no matter what i did.. how good i think i did.. or what bahx..
can u understand my feelings? is not my attutide.. is it hurts me to see u say like that.. cox it ish really not a joke to me.. hiashx.. am i really that bad in ur heart? ur impression on me?
can u explain and tell me why? call me and say.. what am i to u.. what do u think of me.. just tell me straight into the face.. hiashx..
augustine..
hiashx..
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