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(Tuesday, June 20, 2006-)
+6/20/2006 11:20:00 PM]*
# had joy and hurts.-
Been quite long since i update.. this few days dun have the feeling to update so neber update lo.. but now since quite sianx.. some more also dun know what to do then come update..
hmm.. i went to ton at pasir ris park.. had lots of fun.. but also very tired.. cox hardly can get enuff slp.. the ppl there at night.. twelve midnight still there banging and making noise.. super noisy.. the mata come a while say say and in the end also no use.. they also continue to make those noise.. lol.. but did enjoy myself..
take alot of new pictures too.. but dun know nice or not.. lol.. now must study hard le bahx.. common test coming le.. no choice.. need to study.. sianx.. hate studying.. i rather enjoy and have fun.. if everyday i can ton outside.. wahx.. i believe i am in heaven lioax.. lol..
well.. i did sth today.. i go ask her for us to be together.. i know it sound kind of stupid.. cox i guess i already know the answer is either no or dun know.. and i still ask.. some more now she recently kind of sad and moodswing.. plus super tired.. kind of worry for her.. but dun know what i can do to help.. some times i feel i am so useless.. so hopeless.. just cannot make her happy.. but i hope i did in other ways.. i find that when i meet her and we talk or be able to see each other.. she will be there laughing at my actions.. my super cold lame jokes.. it makes me happy to see her like that.. but when i at home online.. i dun often get to see her laugh.. or maybe to see a lol when we chat at msn.. maybe she have some family problems at home.. so she kind of sad and irritated bahx.. but when she outside with me.. she always laugh and smile.. and i enjoying making her laugh.. now i just can hope she will recover from all her sadness and start to laugh again..
me too also have my own problems.. still the same three problems.. but guess they are improving well expect for my family things bahx.. i come to a conclusion where i really cannot connect with my family.. i not sure.. maybe ish just my imagination or just a feeling.. i not sure..
oh.. i love being with u.. not only thru online but thru meeting u.. seeing u by myside.. laughing.. playing.. or what.. i just like u beside me.. the look of u ish just so cute.. if can i dun wan to leave u or even to let u go.. when i cannot see u.. i so sad.. so no mood.. i cannot concentrate on my things cox i will be thinking how are u.. when i can see u.. i will be so excited that i beg the time to faster go.. and when i finally be with u i hope for time to slowly down.. i cherish and treasure the moment when i am with u.. i really fall in love with u.. but dun know if u will accept me once more.. every second.. minute.. hour.. with u.. ish so precious i cannot even take any time to waste it.. cox i dun think in my life i ever love a person so deeply.. i had let u off and fly away from my arms but i hope u can come bac to my arms again.. this time arms of happiness and love.. no more hurts.. no more quarrels.. i love you.. can u tell me u love me too..
love really hurts..
but for u..
its worth it..
love
love me
love augustine me..
foreva here..
foreva me..
foreva love..
the story ends like this;
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