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(Friday, June 09, 2006-)
+6/09/2006 09:35:00 PM]*
# unlucky no more..-
after long time of no updating my blog.. i am finally bac.. hahax.. well.. the main reason ish cox i am no longer unhappy.. and also that i been spending most of my time with her.. so no time update.. hahax.. play game and pei her.. so happy..
well.. this few days things have been going smoothly for me.. nth much had made me unhappy.. except for one thing that make me very unhappy.. sth happen to her.. and to see someone u love getting hurts is not the right thing.. but at that time.. i did not know what to do.. i was thinking what i should do.. and when i knew it.. everything is over.. all i see infront of me ish she is crying and hugging me.. i quickly tell her everything is over.. flag for a taxi and send her home.. i was worrying for her.. wonder how she is.. can she cope it.. it hurts me more to see her like that.. i wan to care for her.. i wan to show her my love.. i wan to tell her not to be afraid cox i will always be here for u.. while playing my basketball.. i observe she was there in a shock mood.. still thinking about what had been done.. all i hope is she can forget about that thing and just treat it as a nightmare and forget everything about it.. cox there ish no point thinking.. and i will be always there whenever she need me.. giving her the security.. the care that she needed.. and help her to massage to relieve her pain.. i do things that no other guys do for their girlfriend or girl friend.. although i do not know if what i am doing is right or wrong but i trust and believe in my heart that, that ish that right thing i should do.. at least for her.. =)
dun worry about ur kor le.. he will be ok.. and when he return from army.. i trust that he will msg u.. remember the date.. and maybe u can contact him too.. and at that time u will get to meet him.. dun think so much le.. i try to make u happy as much as i can..
this few days was spending most of my time with her.. was happy now we are on good talking terms.. at least we are no more quarreling with each other.. or should i say i am not making her angry more.. things really had been good.. my family and i are no more quarreling too.. now the only problem is my studies.. hope i cope it well..
now my relationship problem had solve about 50%.. studies think only 25%.. family 85%.. hope all this will rise to 100%.. i can get what i want.. hahax.. isn't that good? hahax.. but i dun think that will happen bahx.. hahax..
cox no one will know what i thinking.. hahax..
*thinking*
love
love me
love augustine me..
change me..
new me..
love me..
for who i am..
lost without u..
silently..
the story ends like this;
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